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Saturday, 30 July 2011

Something blog-worthy?

The date is 30/07/2011 3:17PM 

Apparently a young woman got decapitated by 3 young kids between the age of 14-19.
Apparently they raped her and beaten her badly. Personally I think this would've never happened
if she didn't go party out and 'dog around' (party and do stuff with alot of men and/or women). 
I've been hearing ALOT of rumours.. they could be true.. or they could be false. Her name was Roberta.. 
I really don't know how to feel when it comes to people dying, my mother just called and she's 'shaken up' 
I don't know if she has any friendship with the lady.. but I think I understand now why she's shaken up. 
It's sad really.. Roberta let her 14-15 year old daughter get pregnant, some mother she is really and her grandchild won't be able to see her grandmother ever. Oh well.. she's in a better place now I suppose.

Wednesday, 20 July 2011

Days come and go but my feelings for you are forever

Okay so.. I had a dream me and my ex boyfriend were still together and we were so happy. That dream brought up some feelings.. Feelings that actually made me unblock him. So around 1AM I was on Facebook just looking at the news feed and he added me few of my friends and you know how it shows a little profile picture.. It used to be a picture of a Korn CD but he changed it to a picture of him and I saw it.. It just broke me. I still have feelings for him after all we've been through. Although I don't act like it, inside I do. I cried after seeing his profile default because it was so beautiful. I should be over him already.

Friday, 8 July 2011

Tell me what you know about night terrors

I had the most wonderful and horrible dream lastnight. I wish I could relive it. I wish I still had it. Anywho... it was a dream about my ex boyfriend Tait. I dreamt that it was the summer and we were still dating and we were just happy. I doubt it will ever be like that ever again, I've put him through so much crap and he's a total douche. I miss him, I miss his abuse. I don't wanna be with him anymore, but I'm glad I was with him. I was his first he will be my last... for a very long time. I think what triggered the dream was I went on a bike ride and looked down a bush trail, he said he would walk through it every day just to see me. <3


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