Hm, I don't think the title of this blog is appropriate, but it will do. :)
Well.. I'm back with my boyfriend again. And it's great. He's literally the sexiest guy in the world.
He came over on Wednesday and we laid in bed all day. It was so comfortable and awesome.
He smelled so delicious I just wanted to eat him.
We tried watching The Forth Kind but we got bored and started cuddling, oh my god... I cant explain how it feels to cuddle with that hunk of sexiness. We talked, and we talked a lot, we joked. It was so awesome I almost can't remember what we talked about! And joked. He said that every time one of us looked at one another the other looked back as if they knew the other was looking at them. And it was true. He stayed for a total of 7 hours and oh my god, best 7 hours of my life!
There was just one thing I forgot to do, I needed to tell him something important. I wanted to tell him how I felt and why I wanted to break up with him. I didn't know how to start the conversation about it. I was nervous.
Anyway....
The last hour of the visit was nice, he was turned on. He was touching. I had this feeling inside of me that I wanted to act out but couldn't. I wanted to... have sex with him. I haven't really felt like that ever and... I didn't think I'd feel like that ever.
xxxx