I wish I knew what could be possibly wrong with me. I hate the people around me, I hate talking but I just can't seem to shut the fuck up, I hate the way I look, I hate my personality, I have my family and I hate my life. When I say something it's like somebody says this 'cool' comeback which makes me look like this fucking stupid idiot. And then I just take it like a boss, well not like a boss, maybe like a fucking stupid idiot that can't stand up for them self? My spelling is ABSOLUTELY terrible today, well I mean its always been terrible but for some reason today its really terrible, like beyond terrible. Even my damn pronunciation is just as terrible... but every day. I almost feel like I'm supposed to be special, or I'm just actually this dumb ass idiot like all my damn peers. I don't wish to be like any of them, not even my best friend. I wish to be my own person, but I don't know. I have a few disorders or problems that I nee-I'm going to stop writing this and go to a different page. I'm literally the biggest loser in the world.
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