Gossip

Well today I get a text from my ex saying something about him not having a dick and that he's an asshole. And he told me that somebody told him that I said that about him. I would never say anything like that about him, or anybody. I care far too much about him and his feelings. And it just hurts me... so badly that he doesn't believe me. Just hurts so badly. I actually cried. I suppose he thinks I'm lying because we broke up. And he said that after we broke up he was happier. People are so horrible! Horrible I say! I'm just so hurt. WHY DOES IT HURT SO BAD? This is the worst kind of feeling I could ever have. EVER. I suspect that one of his relatives said that... because they obviously don't like me, JUST because I declined them on Facebook.

Oh well, I suppose the only thing to do is suppress the anger and the sadness. Just lock it all away until I can't hold it in anymore. Lock it away until I explode and I no longer live. I suppose I would be... happier.

~le sigh~

Life is just almost not worth living anymore.